numbered days fly by indeed

for a long time now I have been overwhelmed and immobilized by the enormous back-log of posts that have accumulated in my mind. this is silliness, to be impeded from going forward by what has not been done in the past. story of my life - oi. I just turned 30, and yes, I can believe it. I feel 30. and it feels pretty great, actually! I am blessed in so many, many ways with things that I could never deserve - it's all so readily attributable to God's grace and His love makes my heart sing with gratitude. on a good day, of course. I have my ups and downs, but more and more, I'm starting to be able to put aside the sense of shame and guilt and inadequacy that weighs me down and realize that I'M FREE. Completely and wonderfully free because of what Christ has done. If I could only lay it down permanently I'd be overjoyed.

wow, I didn't intend to go off on that tangent. I was only going to declare that I will begin to post regularly. with fortitude and confidence and most of all, (again I say) regularity! I can't bring myself to start at the present, and not do a bit of catch-up. there are just too many great things that have happened in the year+ that I do not want to neglect entirely by not writing any commentary for them. but here's to being 30, to being strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus and to pursuing precious wisdom... and to blogging it all!